Before I was thinking like crazy what I was doing. This world is in pandemic, the situation is not okay yet to decide for leaving. When everybody wants to find a safety place to stay during pandemic, when everybody wishes for a good financial life to live, I decided to take all in the opposite.
Do I feel stressed? Yes I do.
Do I feel like a dumb-ass? Definitely, I do.
Do I overthink like what the hell it is gonna be? I DO! ~even until this time when I write this caption.
But every time I am with them. I feel happy. I enjoy and feel relax (but sometimes feel worry of my life tho).
I do the same thing all the time, like every day. I tell you it is so boring yet happy.
Maybe I am like a kid. When she gets a beautiful gift for whatever she does, she will be always with that gift. She is afraid of losing it. What an un-mature life it is. That should not be me in this age. Unfortunately, that is me.
I hope when the time is there, when I read this again someday. I regret nothing.
At least, let me enjoy this pandemic period with my favorite people. Trying to cook some new recipe. Finishing project that is still running. Overall, I am so grateful for God present them into my life 😍
